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9.29.2005
what i see in...my manong...
MANONG....

how many times in a day do i say this word maybe about 50? haha...its just because he is my bus driver and i talk to him once in a while..."manong pabuhat ng bag!", "manong ang bigat ng bag ko!", "manong aalis na ba tayo?, "manong punta tayo dyan ha", These are few of the many things i tell/ask him...My manong is a thin man, seemingly tall, thisclose to being bald and a toothy smile...yes he is my manong...and he is one of the most amazing people on earth...

Why? well because he is cool...no as in COOL...as in literally...no not the temperature one...im talking about his brain...my manong after all the commands, complaints,whining of all the children in the bus is able to keep the last remnants of his hair there...haha...he is so unbelievably calm and collected...he would never ever need a therapist...he just seems to smile even though all the problems are there...for example...our tin box of a bus falling apart, the gas price hike, the BUS GETTING AN ACCIDENT...yes...he is able to smile...normally in his state i would have less hair then he has...i would go crazy...as in screaming crazy...he is just a COOL person and he is my manong...:)

~ { 9/29/2005 07:50:00 PM }
aiming for the sky above;

9.21.2005
ehem...
as i listen to this old singer singing "Light my Fire"...i feel quite sad for myself...i dunno why... ever had a day when you felt bad and sour for no good reason at all...well maybe i have a reason to be mad ...my classmates were like that today...In pinoi terms its called badtrip...i think wednesdays suck now...i have had mood swings eversince the second i woke up...dratted teenager-ed ness...hormones suck...sometimes you just dont like what is created by God...just sometimes...damn i am this rotten...

maybe i feel so sad for many reasons...for a friend who like cusses every two seconds which she didnt do before...for a friend whom ive chatted with for a long time everyday and i thought we might have a recall of our old friendship that was not even there before...for having a crush on two guys whom are very close to my heart...for being so sad...for being so mad...for being so emotional...for reaching the ending of a good book...for not being myself...for not being as close to God as before...for not being a good kid...for being mad for the wrong reasons...for wanting to cry but cant...

I guess i have enough reason to be after all...

~ { 9/21/2005 07:11:00 PM }
aiming for the sky above;

9.17.2005
INTRAMS!!!
haha...
i ultimately vowed to only blog about emotions and feelings but this experience i have to write...

I WENT TO TFCA AGAIN FOR INTRAMS!!!! WAHOOO!!!!
yes i missed a day of class...(note: i asked my parents) but we wont do anything in class so i went to TFCA...
i came yesterday since it was cheering...the most awaited in INTRAMS...
i woke up at lke 5 am and left at 6.30 hehe...
It was so fun! all the years were very good...
I was watching from the front and it was really good...
The first years did something with sticks and their uniform was cool...
The second years did something with blindfoldsand a human bicycle...
The 3rd years did their signature circular move again...
The 4th years did their new and wonderful person-toss stunt...
They were all good!
Results: The First yrs were in fourth place...
The 3rd Years in third place....
Guess what?

They were tie! the fourth years and the second years!!!
This one judge who looked like a professional dancer said that the second year and the fourth years should have a show-down...haha!!! it was like a Wade-Robson project type of contest...
For the second years they got Missy, Jona and this new guy....for the fourth years they got Chico, Melai, and Allan...haha the judge did the moves and they had to do copy the moves...
I was filming this and it was so cool... They made them do it 3 times and the cheering again! and guess what it was still tie...I think they just should've made them not tie.... For the fourth years it felt like an insult... A major one... because its their last year and they have won every cheering since 1st or 2nd year...*sigh* i feel for them...

After that i was so drained....i sat with Jake and met up with some friends...I spent time with Ramzie and Portia, talked to Yuna, saw Matotsky and Laurence...
Jake is crazy man!!! Talked to mikko and abshi!! haha...I saw Pia and sarah!!! shane is still mad at me for whatever haha...did martial artsand got bruises from aj...it was so fun!! I miss TFCA!!!

Yup..i do....

hmm....hopefully next year...i just miss the guys...:)

It was so funny becuase all the people had bruises on their shoulders, legs, back, arms, and all of them were so tired because it was their last day of INTRAMS...dont worry guys i can tell you one thing...you were all very good ....haha....:)

~ { 9/17/2005 06:49:00 AM }
aiming for the sky above;

9.08.2005
my story...
She was of a simple nature, the little girl with long, black hair, black eyes and the palest skin. She wore nothing but a pale blue dress which fluttered with the wind.

This girl walks the Path. All day and all night. She has no idea of what lies ahead of her but she does know what the past has been like. You see, this girl has many hurts and bruises, and felt ugly from all the wounds from the past. In her Path were many people passing by. Some were kind and some were friendly but others would stare at her and she was ashamed, she felt their glares and she felt lonely inside. Even through all this, oh how she wished she was like them. They looked so perfect. So beautiful while her scratches were visible for all to see.

But she continued her path which was not always smooth for there were times when they were hard and rough, times when they were steep, and times when they would go in loops and tunnels.

Like every other person, once in a while she felt tired especially when the Path was jagged and cut the soles of her feet. At times the pain felt too great she would start to cry.

One day out of the blue someone came to her path. At that time she felt sad, like there was a black hole in her heart. She felt ugly and sick and oh how lonely she felt. For once in her life she stopped walking the path and sat down and tears ran down her face.

A stranger walked by and saw the Little girl. He saw that she stopped walking. Nobody stops walking when they are on the Path. The girl looked up and saw the stranger’s face, it was mixed with a strange kind of care that the girl never knew before. The stranger looked at her for some time and understood. The stranger hugged her, but even though he was unknown, she felt kindness, joy, peace in her heart. Deep down inside she knew she was loved by this person hugging her. She poured out her soul and tears to the world. And the world listened. The stranger whispered, “No more scars”, spread his wings and flew away.

-its the story i made.

Listen carefully and you can feel the flutter of their wings.

~ { 9/08/2005 05:30:00 AM }
aiming for the sky above;

9.04.2005
funny...
my life was saved today by a guy who is wearing a crown...

no i didnt have a car crash or drown...

no the guy is not Jesus Christ but he has Jesus in him....

he might get mad at me if i tell his name but trust me he helped me....

man was i depressed today...i really miss TFCA because of all the care and emotion eh...

and when i was depressed i talked to him...he gave me a verse which says:

In God whose Word I Praise,
in God I Trust, I will not be afraid
What can mortal man do to me?
(Psalm 56:4)

dude....if your reading this trust me you saved my life....

thanks a lot...it gave me hope....it gave me life...it made me cry...i miss you guys but i trust you...

I trust you that the Lord will have a plan for me...

It came from a guy with a crown...

I never suspected it would come from him...

but he saved my life today....

~ { 9/04/2005 08:02:00 PM }
aiming for the sky above;